balance

Sometimes, it is easy to be generous outward,
to give and give and yet remain ungenerous to yourself.
You lose the balance of your soul if you do not learn to take care of yourself.
You need to be generous to yourself in order to receive the love that surrounds you.
You can suffer from a desperate hunger to be loved.
You can search for long years in lonely places, far outside yourself.
Yet, the whole time, this love is but a few inches away from you.
It is at the edge of your soul, but you have been blind to its presence.
Through some hurt, a door has slammed shut within the heart,
and you are powerless to unlock it and receive the love.
We must remain attentive in order to be able to receive.
Boris Pasternak said, "When a great moment knocks on the door of your life,
it is often no louder than the beating of your heart, and it is very easy to miss it."

~ John O'Donohue, from Anam Cara: A Book of Celtic Wisdom